My game really improved from the first account so I bought another one. I kept going trying to win. This account fell faster and harder. The games got harder for some reason. It was very bizarre. This is due to the nature of fate and wasn't random as one might believe.
As I went, buying accounts hoping to win ti someday, I was afraid to play on my main account. It wasn't until summer of 2014 that I was coached by W33 when I started playing on my main. I noticed I was getting better. W33 apparently had a brother who bought accounts so he understood. He taught me on some bought accounts and also taught me on my main account and we worked hard. It was his coaching that formed the basis of my signature lucky play.
I stopped playing for a while after my hospitalization. I wanted to relax and go to college. I dropped my dreams of ever getting to TI.
3 years in, I dropped out. I wanted to create a team called Team Aries with my adopted brother(his brother died at a young age). I started training at dota 2.
The first thing I learned as I started training on new accounts(An old trick of day9) was that dota was a game of push and pull. In addition, it was mostly illusion. There is a lot of what's called "bullshit" in dota 2. Such as K/D. K/D is what's called immortal. Immortal means that it is predetermined and slotted in. K/D can be broken but generally won't be, and the higher level the game, the harder it is to break K/D.
The other thing I learned is that dota is full of bugs. These bugs are used to break fate and the game. They exist because of what's called Luciferia. If you have read the works of Rudolf Steiner, you understand what Luciferia means. It is a way of playing that does not make sense. One of these bugs, the first one I used, was standing on all the dire stairs with meepo clones. It allowed me to win a fantastic game.
Apparantly, all the pros know about bugs, and so I started contacting pros incidentally. The first one I contacted was bananaslamjamma and we set up a joke coaching session. The second one I contacted was EternalEnvy. He liked my playstyle and taught me about kerosophomene. I started walking it. Suddenly I was really good. My mmr started falling somehow. I started to remember that mmr was meaningless.
The players in my game now play at around a 6k or 7k level due to fate. Many of them feel bad after the game because they didn't know how they played so well. I realize now that everyone dota deserves to play well but not all of them can. They dream improperly, they don't understand certain things. What separates a high level player from a low level player is mostly fate. I am fated to lose right now but that cannot last forever.
Anyway, recently, my team has broken ground. Everyone on my team plays at around a 6k level. Jack Etienne has contacted me recently over incident, an underground community on the internet. He wants to sign my team. I am very grateful. Sometimes, you can get away with serious misconduct if you have a heart and are lucky. Not everyone can do it, but sometimes, if you have a will to prove something, you will get there. Team Aries will be signed in the fall or later in the spring. I am so happy for this opportunity to win. I will not waste it.